the song not traveled.

cds

2011-06-08T19:04:00.000-07:00

Call me a dinosaur, but I still buy CDs. I know, it's weird. I'm strange that way. I thought of this a while ago when the new Lady Gaga album dropped and Amazon offered it to the world for 99 cents but I still bused and walked to Target and bought Born This Way (the deluxe edition, mind you). When the poor boy cashier (it was his first day, I chose the one bottle of pesto sauce without a barcode, sorry!) rang up Born This Way he offered the comment "sold a lot of these today." Gaga did sell a million plus albums her first week but one suspects the bulk were on iTunes and elsewhere, still, I like being part of those hordes descending on stores and buying something that we can put into our hands. Something that I put into a CD player, something comes with pictures and lyrics and production notes and endless thank yous to God and random idols. I like that when I bought the most recent Kanye album last November the hippy dippy guy in his fifties who works at my favorite record store here (he wears straw hats, no big deal and has a goatee) knew what I wanted as soon as I walked in and had it behind the counter. I like buying hard to find albums off artists' websites (David Byrne and Fat Boy Slim's amazing concept album about Imelda Marcos) or special-ordering imports (hello glorious covers album by Marianne Faithfull). I know that I can buy things cheaper in iTunes and cheaper still can find things in the various illegal streams of music that are uncorked faster that anyone can stop 'em. Not all albums were created equal - lots of pop artists write a series of singles that don't together constitute an album so much as a vessel for radio play and iTunes downloads. I love a well-turned pop tune, but I also love artists that craft albums where songs flow together, make sense together, balance each other, constitute a journey, tell a greater story when considered as a unit, when listened to in one sitting (possible on repeat). When I get a new album I listen obsessively, I hear lyrics everywhere and I know the album backwards and forwards, fall in love with songs that are never singles and decide that a certain ten second moment is the best on the album. And everytime I move, my CDs outnumber everything else.

Sex in the Air, RiRi Likes the Smell of It

2011-02-07T09:52:00.000-08:00

Predictably, Rihanna’s video for “S&M,” the newest single off her album Loud, has scandalized the world – or at least, everyone seems to be talking about how scandalous it is and at one point MTV was considering editing it before showing it. The single is apparently too hot for radio or television in the 11 countries where it was banned. I find the treatment of the single even more preposterous than that of the video since the song’s lyrics are rather innocuous unless you already know what sadomasochism is, and are certainly not as bad as, for example, the incredibly graphic and Grammy-winning ways Eminem has described killing his ex-wife.

The chorus of Rihanna’s catchy new single goes:

Cause I may be bad, but I'm perfectly good at it
Sex in the air, I don't care, I love the smell of it
Sticks and stones may break my bones
But chains and whips excite me

Apparently the BBC has taken the step of censoring the song – their version “Come On” removes the words “sex,” “chains,” “whips” and the parts where RhiRhi chants the offending letters in the song’s real title. All of which adds up to outrageous conservatism. I highly doubt that listening to this song will lead listeners into a life of submission, domination or sexual role playing, and if it does than I fail to see the problem with that either. Have we had a spat of teenagers engaging in S&M against their own will? Are our impressionable youth putting on latex, grabbing riding crops, and leaving home?

Which of course leads us to the provocative video for this track which RiRi dropped last week. (You can watch it here without having to prove you're 18).

The video plays as a garish campy revenge fantasy with Rihanna taking blood thirsty journalists hostage, walking gay celebrity blogger Perez Hilton on a leash, and wearing a dress made of the worst rumors-as-news that have been slung at her. “S&M” opens with Ri being hauled into a press conference for “Cox News” and placed behind cellophane. Here she is glamorous with long red-black curls and that newspaper dress, explaining the joys of pain and pleasure from behind Saran Wrap that suggests Friedan’s classic Feminine Mystique. From the outset, however, the video suggests that the balance of power is more complicated than we might think, because the journalists wear s&m ball gags and nod in unison at her words, suggesting that while she is their captive, they are also captive to her. Rihanna as dominant arrives in a latex couture walking Perez Hilton in front of a suburban home, taking him to pee on a pink fire hydrant, spanking him with a riding crop, and tickling his stomach. Then the scene cuts to Rihanna in latex lingerie with a hood relishing the discomfort of the journalists, now bound and gagged in her subterranean lair. She grinds on the unwilling journalists, spanks them, pours a bucket of sweet meats on them, and kisses one of the women. Our scene changes to Rihanna’s body splayed across a desk in a newsroom with journalists snapping photos and ultimately covering her body with pop art Post-Its.

Intercut throughout are shots of a wild sex party with Ri and an orgy of ambiguously gendered people and sex dolls, all filmed with a fish-eye lens to heighten the drunken feeling of the proceedings. We also see flashes of vulnerable Ri standing against a backdrop of streaming offensive headlines, and Ri dressed in anime-inspired pajamas and fighting the strings that have her trussed up.

What does it all mean? It’s hard to watch this video without thinking of Rihanna’s assault by Chris Brown, but I am a little disturbed that her celebration of power and violence within consensual s&m must be read through this incident. Jezebel’s brief commentary pushes a bit too hard on the seemingly crazy idea that “one who’s been called a victim” might “recast oneself as authoritative and commanding.” I guess my issue is not so much with us looking at “S&M” as an expression of self-assertion in the wake of intimate partner violence but rather that Rihanna’s position as “victim-survivor” (to use Traci C. West’s terminology) should limit her right to express sexuality (whether it be hers or one that was constructed merely for shock and sales). By casting her sadomasochistic relationship as one between her and the media, Rihanna in many ways cleverly predicts fall-out from this video and suggests that it is all a bit laughable. In the video she shows reporters branding her a slut, a whore, and a princess of the Illuminati. While Chris Brown is never mentioned, his actions contribute to the media frenzy.

Rihanna’s blackness adds another layer of complexity. Sadomasochism as a way to grab sales is nothing new in pop music – Madonna’s 1994 music video “Human Nature” mocked those that were scandalized by her Erotica album and Sex book by putting her in black latex and letting her spank backup dancers. Christina Aguilera’s homage to Madonna and other pop provocateurs in the video for “Not Myself Tonight” similarly played with BDSM. The difference, of course, is that, as Steven Shaviro has noted, white female pop singers can play at other edgier identities and still retreat to the comforts of their whiteness. Black female singers cannot escape the long shadow of being stereotyped as sex-starved animals. Controlling images, according to Patricia Hill Collins, are “designed to make racism, sexism, poverty, and other forms of social injustice appear to be natural, normal, and inevitable parts of everyday life.”

Ciara kicked up a storm of controversy in her “Love Sex Magic” video with Justin Timberlake when the white pop singer tugged on a chain around her neck. Later in the video JT uses CiCi as a table and spanks her when she’s on all fours. The unreleased single “Blindfold Me” by Kelis describes a fantasy of being blindfolded and bound brought to life. Kelis and then-husband rapper Nas acted this out in a fascinating video that opens with the nightmare scenario of a woman abducted in a parking lot late at night and unfolds to show the kidnapping as a planned BDSM encounter within a couple. Obviously, the difference between the videos is that of racial difference – the image of a white man yanking a black woman by a chain holds a deep historical memory that popular culture is not comfortable playing with. “Blindfold Me” shows an encounter within a relationship between two African Americans – it still gives the viewer the unnerving image of a black woman in bondage, but the power dynamic is not as freighted with racial significance.

Rihanna’s video avoids much of this by placing the singer in the role of dominatrix for much of the action, yet we are still given the shot of her trussed up. Here though, the video wants to play the image for laughs – this doesn’t reduce the complexity of the image shown, or its seeming lack of cohesion with the overall thrust of the narrative – but does alleviate some of the discomfort we might feel. Writing about s&m, Pat(rick) Califia notes that “A sadomasochist is well aware that a role adopted during a scene is not appropriate during other interactions and that a fantasy role is not the sum of her total being.” Califia and other pro-s&mers are adamant about the performance aspect of power play and that these scenes are entered into with consent. Califia argues that the props and sexual acts in an s&m scenario are “metaphors for the power imbalance” at the center of the proceedings. Queer theorist Leo Bersani argues against the potentially utopic understanding of power play noting that these excursions into role play are “nothing more than a comparatively invigorating release of tension” and one that actually valorizes existing power dynamics. Turning back to “S&M” we can see that RiRi plays with existing dynamics between celebrity and the media, but cannot undo the overall structure, in part because that would be tantamount to biting the hand that feeds her own fame.

What I found most subversive about “S&M” in contrast with the videos by Kelis and Ciara, is that along with asserting herself as the dominant party, RiRi is also removed from a dyadic sexual exchange. Kelis and Ciara are both paired with an erotic partner within the frame of the video; Rihanna is shown sheparding a group of journalists and romping with a room full of gaudy and genderqueer people. The only individualized male figure is Perez Hilton as her submissive/ dog – but he is not shown as a viable sexual outlet and our extratextual knowledge of him identifying as a gay man removes him as a sexual possibility. Or, alternately, this opens up the far queerer reading that “S&M” suggests – that in the video’s frame Rihanna’s desires are polymorphously perverse and sadomasochistic, that her sex play encompasses crowds of people without respect to gender or sexuality. Where the previous video’s off Loud celebrated masturbatory self-love (“Only Girl In the World”) and vaguely feminist coupling (“What’s My Name”), “S&M” removes her from the heteronormative running and instead shows her in a bizarro world offered by deterrotorializing the body via BDSM.

Taking that power as a woman of color makes “S&M” more radical, placing Rihanna in a position similar to Madonna in “Justify My Love” or taking a step further the dominatrix façade that Beyoncé suggests but never explores with her framing and posturing in her videos. Rihanna flips our racial script and shows the complexities of power play, the ways in which we cannot completely slip the yoke of dominant structures, but if we open up our sexual options beyond the dyadic twosome this way lies fun, perversity, and wicked humor. That's not to say this video cannot be read as just a recapitulation to the controlling images circulating, that someone might not see RiRi as proving that once again black women like to have sex, a lot, like so much that they kidnap people for it. The key here, as with all S&M is that for her it's consensual, and for the kidnapped media it's a fantasy. Rihanna takes power, yields power, holds power within the fantasy scenario - her body is object, but also actor, and that works against the controlling image of black women as simultaneously sexual animal, and passive sexual good. It's a complicated text that could read as complicit with hegemonic ideals, but than what popular text isn't?

An addendum, according to the BBC the version of "S&M"/"Come On" they are playing is a remix from the Rihanna camp, a sanctioned censored version. That hasn't stopped RhiRhi from voicing her dislike. Ah capitalism.

Hallelujah for Covers

2010-12-19T11:53:00.000-08:00

I am a big believer in covers. But not all covers are made equal. I am not a fan of the quick buck cover, the simple re-making of an old hit with little personal stamp and little vision of a new way to imagine the song. I like covers that take songs in different places, like Tori Amos’s dark and disturbing covers project Strange Little Girls with Tori reimagining songs by men about guns, Cat Power’s haunting dismantling of the Rolling Stones “I Can’t Get No Satisfaction,” or the classic Tina and Ike redo of CCR’s “Proud Mary” that leaves the original in its dust. I was thinking about covers this morning listening to Shelby Lynn’s Just a Little Lovin’. The album is the country singer’s interpretation of classic Dusty Springfield songs and honestly the whole project leaves me underwhelmed and makes me want to listen to Dusty, and not to compare the genius. Shelby’s a great singer, but her understated arrangements under the guidance of producer Phil Ramone, seem to take the originals, reduce the instruments and backing vocals and leave Shelby to interpret like a lounge singer. I enjoyed the songs because I knew them, but I was bored with them. And that is never a good sign with a cover.

Some songs are often covered and perhaps the biggest offender in the last twenty years has been Leonard Cohen’s “Hallelujah.” Cohen’s gravelly roadweary voice is not as marble-mouthed as Dylan, but still is an acquired taste (I love him). But his lyrics stand on their own as literary erotic odes to the place where sex and death meet. “Hallelujah” is a song that resurfaced as a cover by the tragically short-lived singer Jeff Buckley, than again in an elegant cover by Rufus Wainwright used to great emotional effect (I’m so serious) in a pivotal moment in the first Shrek movie (back when computer animation making us weepy was still new). k. d. lang – the Canadian national treasure that I would listen to if she sang the phone book – covered it as part of her 2004 Hymns of the 49^th Parallel album that explored the best of Canadian songwriters (Cohen’s songs appeared along with Joni, Neil Young, Jane Siberry and others). “Hallelujah” has become a TV and movie shorthand for intense emotion, for sadness and deliverance, and has been covered by everyone including Imogen Heap, Justin Timberlake and Paramore. I love the versions by Leonard, Rufus, Jeff and k.d . lang, but I would also like to throw in the ring perhaps the most eccentric and bizarre. And one of my personal favorites.

The Tower of Song album is a compilation of Cohen covers that features some of my favorite renditions of his work, especially Suzanne Vega’s “Story of Isaac” and Tori’s “Famous Blue Raincoat.” The most intriguing interpretation is Bono of U2’s version of “Hallelujah.” Tower of Song was an album my parents listened to before I knew who Leonard Cohen was and before the lines of “Hallelujah” were seared onto my brain. But that doesn’t really matter because this is “Hallelujah” sung and spoken out of desperation. Bono whispers the lyrics like spoken word poetry or a letter someone left him while he was sleeping but the chorus of Hallelujah’s breaks through in a haunting falsetto backed by the warped sounds of guitars and synths and jazzy brass. If other covers refashion the song to be about redemptive love and loss, this is keening in a dark alley, this is a haunting, this is a singer at a bar you never want to go to where you drink until you end up having sex that’s sad and pitied. When I was little and even now those anguished “Hallelujah’s” cycle through my brain backed by the song of a saw or a guitar string warped and bending in the coming storm.

Autumn Music 1: Joni

2010-10-06T11:44:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I knew. It was the combination of pulling out sweaters, turning on the heat, putting a comforter on the bed, and feeling cool breezes that told me. It was the season for Joni Mitchell, Aimee Mann and Bryan Ferry. Autumn. Real autumn. Not that tease of autumn where the weather flirts with cold and then bounces back to ninety the next day. No, the kind of autumn where in the afternoons you leave the house in a cardigan and don’t need it, but by the time you walk home that evening, there’s a chill and the wind brings goosebumps.

Seasons bring music with them for me. I’m not talking about Christmas music which sometimes feels all wrong for winter, but rather subtle feelings that are linked to albums, chords, voices, lyrics and the right kind of evocation of a mood. Radio has always known this when it comes to summer. You need good car songs for the summer, songs that you can hear from other cars at stoplights and sing along to, songs that waft across alleys and down streets from parties that spill outside. Summer is the realm of the catchy hook, the thumping hypnotic backbeat, the earworm, the chorus that you regret hearing and love secretly. Justin Timberlake’s “Summer Love” is a perfect specimen – and not just because he named it as such. This is a windows-down song. Rihanna’s “Umbrella” is the same way. Summer songs are shared and public because we spend the warmer months outside remembering that other people live outside.

Autumn brings the windows down, or open halfway for delicious chills. Autumn brings private moments of music listening. Autumn brings mugs of hot apple cider and, for me, Joni Mitchell’s Night Ride Home from 1991. This is later Joni, the beginning of her third phase, after her folkie popularity, her explorations through jazz, she came out the other side with quieter songs that hit hard with deep issues. Not that, as my friend over at Black Tie and Bloody Marys pointed out to me recently, she hadn’t always been ragging on the problems of America and its obsessions with consumerism. But her humor and her bite and acid matured at the same time that she became nostalgic and cozy in her arrangements. Night Ride Home is intimate, filled with the sounds of late summer evenings and the uncomfortable noises of bedsprings creaking in the night. Joni’s voice is pulled in close to you as she tells you about her childhood in the lush beautiful and jazzy “Come In From the Cold.” “The Windfall (Everything For Nothing)” with its circling background music is uneasy and cautionary. In “Passion Play” she sings one of my favorite lines, “Who ya gonna get to do the dirty work when all the slaves are free?” The question always cuts at me the way it’s intended to, asking about the limits of so much. When Joni puts W. B. Yeats’ famous poem “The Second Coming” to music in this album she plays up its apocalyptic nature, its uncertainty as we all slouch towards Bethlehem.

I slouch here on the sofa, in a cardi, with a cup of tea.

Teenage Dreams: All Grown Up But Still Nostalgic One Pop Song at a Time

2010-08-13T14:55:00.000-07:00

Let me just begin with this, I cannot stop thinking about Katy Perry’s new song “Teenage Dream” – the title track from her forthcoming album which has already given us the world’s most superfluous Snoop Dogg collabo with unnecessary misspelling in “California Gurls” (also, the most recent entry in the long list of pop music earworms you wish you’d never heard). The "Teenage Dream" video is quite boring – lots of beaches and driving in bikini tops and a hot boy and overlong shots of undoing Katy’s jeans and some writhing in a motel room, all filmed in the kind of undersaturated fashion that evokes 1970’s cinema but ultimately seems merely nostalgic for reruns of The OC (helped, of course, by the presence of a former cast member as Katy’s creepy lurkey man crush in the vid). This is presumable the yin to the neon colored yang that was the Candyland themed vid for “California Gurls.” Or perhaps Katy shot her wad (literally if you count her breasts ejaculating with frosting at the video’s close) on being the cartoon character Katy that she plays 24/7 – you know, the one that we’re supposed to believe is hilarious, endearing and Bette Page with gay BFFs. Oh, and did I mention she can’t perform live? At all. Ever. Shouldn’t be allowed.

But back to “Teenage Dream” – aurally the song is nostalgic as well, filled with the language of virginity as a prize, “the first time,” and true love being a boy who likes you without your makeup on (which is funny since Katy cakes that shizz on). Any good postmodernist or feminist worth their snuff knows that nostalgia is so much crap, so much yearning for a capitol-P Past that never really was, or if it did exist was really only in circulation for those with privilege and power. There’s a far distance between theory and life, between words I read and believe and the affective experience of life. We all yearn for earlier, before, younger; I felt it riding into my hometown on a train just yesterday and that feeling shouldn’t be discounted. And “Teenage Dream” evokes that both with lyrics and with the sound of the song which approximates hazy eighties dance song, languid seventies rock.

Now, I don’t believe in guilty pleasures when it comes to music. I love Britney Spears and Lady Gaga and all those people that often times “pedigreed” music lovers like to believe they only embrace ironically. I think if you like it, like it. Leave out the guilt and the games of pretend. It’s the equivalent of those articles in People magazine where celebrities and politicians explain that they’re currently reading the biography of some former US President when you want them to just admit that they like Nora Roberts or the Sookie Stackhouse books. I study pop music academically but even with all that knowledge I still give myself over to the experience of blasting a song on repeat by Tori Amos, or Kid Cudi or Robyn or whoever I am in love with at the moment – no matter how they rate on Pitchfork.com. Having said this, I presented a paper on Katy Perry’s oeuvre arguing that she used the figure of the queer as a ruse to distract a conservative agenda – see the entirety of the singles from her first pop album. And besides “Hot ‘N Cold” I’ve never cottoned to Katy’s lack of an actual voice – her songs are constructed out of personality and the hoarse edges of her limited voice. “Teenage Dream” reveals these flaws unlike “California Gurls” or her song with Timbaland “If We Ever Meet Again” – both singles that evacuate her voice of its character and leave it as another instrument to be tuned and played across the melody.

Maybe I like “Teenage Dream” because there’s something vulnerable in Katy baring her limited voice in such a stark manner – I’m probably just reacting to a fake notion of authenticity, but whatever. I like the song knowing that it could be a great song if someone with a voice sang it, but instead it’s sung by a performer – a pop confection that’s an experience and not a voice. I started this blog to write about songs that are overlooked but worth hearing – this song will not be overlooked, instead it will infiltrate the radio waves, the piped in sound at the bookstore, and everywhere else until you’ll be sick of it. I don’t think I’ll burn out. I’m not prescribing for everyone, but I am wondering about what songs you have had a similar experience with. What are your personal earworms? Not songs that you came to like only after three months of radio onslaught but songs that hit you once and you liked them perhaps against your own personal convictions (“But Britney can’t even sing!”). Think about it; I’ll be here, replaying “Teenage Dream.”

Blame Love, Not Violence?

2010-08-05T20:16:00.000-07:00

In case you missed it with my previous posts on here, I have a thing for Eminem (not that thing) and his new album, but I have an even greater love for my girl Rihanna ever since she danced into my life in the summer of "Umbrella," right on through the pop perfection of Good Girl Gone Bad, the goth-glam of "Disturbia" and her more recent journey into her own dark places on Rated R. Along the way, there was the drama of her very public beating at the hands of fellow R&B superstar and then flame Chris Brown. Chances are you know the story - even if only through pop culture osmosis - the couple never made it to the Grammys two years ago, a picture of a bruised RiRi leaked to the Internet, tabloids and blogs followed their every move in the wake of the violence as they were together, then apart, and then he was charged. Rihanna returned with Rated R and a chilling and stirring interview on 20/20. An interview where she told Diane Sawyer - who was sitting in for that amporphous "American people" with the aid of fan YouTube vids and Twitter feeds - that she left Brown because she knew little girls were watching here, that she was the child of a violent home. Rihanna was passionate in spite of a stolid demeanor and their were tears and I believed her, even if it was in part to sell a record it still was stirring and the album seemed to speak to her need to vent anger, frustration and humilaiiton - she sings on the album about guns, bombs, being a ganster, being an idiot and taking revenge.

"Love The Way You Lie" - the number one single with Eminem rapping and Ri Ri singing the hook - gives us a different singer, one that stays and doesn't leave, that is trapped by love, that doesn't seem to hear Em rap about his failure to make good on the promise that "next time you'll use restraint" or the final haunting image where he threatens to tie her to the bed and set it on fire. And now comes a video that makes it all Hollywood, that wants to make a statement and be sexy at the same time and falls somewhere in the middle. Even the premiere wants to have it both ways - it ran tonight before MTV's breakout hit reality show Jersey Shore, a show which may be famous for its outsize tanned guidos and guidettes, but gained notoriety for a series of promos showing pint-sized terror Snookie getting hit by a man at a bar. Similarly "Love The Way You Lie" the video plays with the twin desires to make a point and sexualize violence and show intimate partner violence and gendered violence as sexy. The video, inspired by Eminem's famously tumultuous relationship with ex-Kim, features Megan Fox of the alien looks and Dominic Monaghan of Lost fame as lovers shown in the throes of a toxic relationship.

The video opens and closes with them interlocked in bed, reflecting their trapped nature. The first instance of violence is initiated by Fox upon discovering a girl's name written on her lover's hand but soon enough Monaghan flips her over and demonstrates his greater physical strength. This is seen throughout the video - Monaghan as our Eminem proxy is shown almost exclusively in white A-line Tees that emphasize his muscles and at one point he punches over Fox's head through drywall. "Love The Way You Lie" shows their intial meeting - eyes meeting across a bar, stealing a bottle of Vodka to share, and intercuts their bliss with drunken brawls in their apartment moving from room-to-room with the outside walls peeled away like a theater set. We are voyeurs on this private life and the constant presence of alcohol seems intentional and topical (although surely product placement at the same time, ah postmodernism) - alcohol fuels acts of violence and this relationship shows this in great detail. The violence is uncomfortable to watch and great pains are taken to show a parity of instigation and reciprocation but Fox's model body cannot be ignored and Monaghan's clear strength is clearly on display. Several scenes show violence shifting into passionate kissing and sex which blurs the lines between foreplay, rough sex, and a domestic disturbance. (Monaghan's comments about his violence towards Fox in shooting the video are rather eerie as well)

Now, I'm not asking that this video be a PSA, I understand that this is an entertainment product and I understand that this is to sell a song you already have stuck in your head. These relationships where, as Em says, "a tornado meets a volcano" exist and many people - male and female - enjoy differing types of rough sex. But I cannot knock the feeling that the power here still lays with Monaghan - he has the physical strength but he's also the one that brings Fox a teddy bear and a rose as an apology, a move that cribs from our common sense understanding of the abusive husband attempting to make nice with his tortured spouse. Further, the video cannot escape what we know about Eminem - this is clearly his story - from the white Ts to the vaguely working class setting and the substance abuse - and Em has never been quiet about his desire to kill women, especially Kim, his ex-wife. Further RiRi only gets the rather generic chorus about her love of the painful relationship, whereas Eminem gets to rap more specifically about the give and take of this complicated (or presumably complicated) union [For more on the song's structure check this article from NPR]. And Rihanna is the public victim, called upon in this song to sing the haunting and addictive chorus, and in this video to be merely a spectator with Eminem. She does not talk about her life - or if this is truly the nature of her relationshp with Chris Brown, then she's been lying to us for an album and a media blitz. And given Brown's failure to own up to anything (show me the acutal apology without the subsequent backpeddling, fake tears or tour of his shoe closet) I am on Ri Ri's side here.

Race is interesting too because in making Monaghan an Eminem proxy, and pairing him with Fox, Rihanna's story of a woman of color being abused by her Black partner is erased from the visual and aural narrative - instead we are given the story of two white people living below middle class. This is not to say that this narrative is not many people's lives, but Rihanna's history does not go away because she is left outside (and interestingly doesn't burn either).

Muddying the waters about intimate partner violence, throwing love into the mix, ignites a nasty fire of pop music poison. The actual literaliztion of the fire in the song's chorus is first seen when Fox literally plays with fire - interestingly this visually quotes the idea of woman throughout various mythos bringing chaos about - and marks her as the destructive element. Eventually we see fire coursing across Monaghan, Fox and Eminem (set apart from the couple in some serene pasture for undisclosed reasons, couldn't they have given him a snazzier outfit out there?). The fire engulfs the house only with RiRi and Eminem standing in front of it, but then we see Monaghan and Fox in front of it kissing, and then we close with them once agin intertwined in bed.

So what is happening here? "Love The Way You Lie" is sexy - both as a song and as a video with beautiful people playing at working class like they bought the mise-en-scene online. But it's undoing the disturbing nature of Eminem's song, making it seem more about how love is a powerful force that sometimes emerges as violence which flies in the face of decades of feminist work to expose violence as antithetical to vioelnce. We are unfortunately still not at a place where domestic or intimate partner violence is understood as a real problem by everyone. "Love The Way You Lie" wants to make a statement about this, but also show us that this is a tit-for-tat relationship. In spite of its best efforts, it still reveals a bias in favor of the man's mastery of the situation. That doesn't mean that it's a bad video (even if there's a level of hokum about the whole enterprise) or that I don't think Em is smoking hot, RiRi looks great with red hair and that that the song doesn't lure mean it. Rather, I think it lacks the nuance I think it has and instead gives a half-baked moral about women ending up in violent relationship that they like and being unable to leave, and maybe they should, but shucks, it's all love's fault. Sadly, that line, "I do it because I love you," is far too common.

Leona and Xtina - Where My Diva Voices At?

2010-07-27T12:22:00.000-07:00

Let’s talk about divas.

Let me start by saying I completely disagree with Beyoncé in her single “Diva.” In the opening lines of the song, B argues that a diva is “a female version of a hustler.” Not to argue with the owner of the coolest fringe sunglasses I’ve ever seen, but no. A true diva ain’t no hustler, a true diva walks into a room and hell breaks loose – now I know that usually divas are thought of as spitfires, sass masters, and trainwrecks ( a la Miss Winehouse) – but I would argue that setting all that aside, a true diva walks into a room and hell breaks loose because her voice fills the room and takes over. I’m talking a big voice that takes no prisoners, that sits you down, slaps your ‘cross the face and makes you shut up. A voice with personality and warmth, but most of all with intensity and volume (in the physics’ meaning of the word). It helps if the lady with the big voice is a crazy bitch, as my friend has noted here, but not all hot messes are divas or rather, not all hot messes have a diva voice.

Speaking of B leads me to the pop music scene of today, one in which voices are far less important than sounds, rhythms and catchy phrasing, where Nicki Minaj can sing and Katy Perry can sound less and less like herself (and more and more like an android programmed to sing better than Katy Perry). I read a review in Rolling Stone last November of new albums by Mary J. Blige and Alicia Keys that noted how singles on R&B radio these days often sound like they were written by algorithm so that one song bounces right into the next without any vocal variety. I love Alicia Keys but her most recent album The Element of Freedom limits the haughty singer’s range to crisp mid-range ballads that rarely crackle, sticking with her sexy phone voice instead of her ability to crank things up. Mary J, the Queen of Hip-Hop Soul, dabbles in Auto-Tune on her album StrongerWith Each Tear, but ultimately ends with the kind of shiver-inducing soul-meets-R&B joints that make her a treasure. Her song “Color” from the soundtrack to Precious is a classic. Mary J has got that diva voice, and the ability to move between R&B, soul and hip-hop in a way that keeps her fresh and relevant, but even this diva has had to call on rappers and Auto Tune to keep on the charts.

I can think of plenty of diva voices – Patti, Aretha, Whitney, Mariah, Annie Lennox – but these days the radio doesn’t care for voices that big. Mariah’s most recent hits sound like she’s been studying at the Britney Spears school of singing – cooing, giggling and talk singing her way through enjoyable tracks that lack her signature oomph and ability to hold a note for days and take it for a ride around the block. Whitney’s comeback album and tour has revealed cracks in the famous voice – there’ve been too many articles about disappointed fans and her inability to hold the notes on “I Will Always Love You” for me to not feel bad for her. Her talent has always lain in big ballads and dance numbers that didn’t rely on the flat limited voices that these days dot the pop landscape (Ke$ha, sometimes Gaga, LaRoux – all I like, but all are singing in a range roughly as big as my thumb). I love love love “Million Dollar Bill” – a brilliant pop confection with Alicia Keys and Swizz Beatz mixing up something classy and current (and mixing up a baby). Whitney may not be quite where she once was on this song, but I feel like I can hear her smiling on this track and that helps.

VH1’s attempt to resuscitate Divas Live last September was a hot mess that revealed, among other things, the dearth of popular diva voices on the airwaves. Miley Cyrus’s inclusion made me wince in a way similar to watching Taylor Swift eviscerate Stevie Nicks at the Grammys in January. Miley’s voice is mostly husky posturing and any question of her skill as a diva should have been answered by her recent duet with Dolly Parton on “Jolene.” Say what you will about the owner of Dollywood, she’s got pipes and she blows Miley out of the water. The 2009 Divas Live was heavy on American Idols – Jordin Sparks, Kelly Clarkson and Jennifer Hudson. I love all three, but Jordin always seems like she’s playing at being a pop princess as part of a slumber party game, Kelly does mad well but she’s a rock star for the Adult Contemporary set. J Hud’s where the voice is at. I loved the half of her debut album where she wasn’t buried under cheesy music and the hell that is 90’s slow jams. After all the scuttlebutt around her Oscar and her Grammys, her singles after “Spotlight” didn’t seem to catch fire the way they should have – and am I the only one that finds it embarrassing that the video for “If This Isn’t Love” feels the need to make J Hud stationary so she can watch another couple dance while she remains alone?

The Brits on the roster were Adele and Leona Lewis. I love – or lurve – Adele and her intimate folkie pop songs but she’s too private, too personal, too twee for me to consider her a diva. Hers is a fragile voice, laced with yearning and nights spent alone by a fire. Even when she does a bigger rave-up, as here on my favorite track “Tired,” she’s still too close for a diva. She’s not filling the room with the voice, she’s right next to you, she’s right outside the window, she’s at the other end of the phone. God, I love her voice, though.

Which leaves me with Leona, who like J Hud is the product of a reality TV talent show – in the UK – and who scored with “Bleeding Love” – a Ryan Tedder ballad back before everyone had their stab at his strings and beats brand of enjoyable schmaltz (see B’s “Halo” and Kelly’s “Already Gone”). Leona’s actually the lady who inspired me to write this post. I wondered what happened after her debut album and the blitz for her second album Echo which then seemed to vanish in the ether. The album is a knockout though, better in many ways than the first, the 90’s Mariah album that Mimi forgot she made tricked out with some 21st century beats. Leona knows how to be a diva and a dancehall queen and it’s only a pity that she’s not everywhere. I love the whole album but “Outta My Head” is the standout track – Leona may be a bit cold at times but she’s having fun here, she’s yearning and singing her little heart out against a backdrop of synthesizers and when called for she’ll hold those notes until she’s the last sound standing beating back that army of electronic clicks and whistles. She bends the notes, coos, begs and I promise if you listen to this a few times you’ll have trouble getting it outta your head (I had to, right?).

Which brings me to Xtina – good ol’ Christina Aguilera, the youngest person to make Rolling Stone’s list of the 100 greatest voices, the Dirrrty Mouseketeer who didn’t give a second glance until she tried her hand at being a robot on Bionic (I have an academic hard-on for cyborgs in music, it’s complicated). The album she turned out is an overstuffed hot mess with good tracks that fail to cohere into a whole – instead Bionic is packed with attempts to make club music, fun feminist anthems with mocking choruses and chamber ballads. At times on this album Christina buries her vocal chops, squishes them, limits them, as if she took to hear the claims that she oversings and decided that the quickest way to the top of the charts was to sound like an actual robot. Still, there are gems. I’m partial to “Not Myself Tonight” although I know that makes me a minority but in the valley of this album are three amazing ballads penned by Sia Furler – the whacky Aussie whose recent album We Are Born is the perfect blend of Motown-style pipes and danceable grooves. Sia is also, however, a master of the intimate acoustic moment and Christina corrals her formidable voice into songs that prove she can sing. “I Am” is by far the best of these, a track driven by the organic sound of strings and Christina’s rich voice at a little girl hush explaining her foibles to a lover that can see past all of that. It’s lovely to hear Christina without the distractions, without the vocal gymnastics, the dirrrty lyrics or the 21st century synths and PowerTools. She nails it because of that diva voice.

Wanna talk about divas? Start with “I Am” and call me in the morning.

Nota Bene on Eminem and Sex

2010-07-20T10:25:00.001-07:00

I wrote a post on ye olde Independence Day about Eminem's use of sexual metaphors on his most recent album Recovery. I definitely think it's an interesting move on Em's part to use anal sex as the central way of illustrating his dominance and fear of being "taken," but what I left out was dangerous - I left out the fact that rape is never about sex but it's rather a more disturbing form of exercising power with sex as merely the vessel for violence and trauma. Sometimes theory overcomes real life and I fear I may have fallen too far down the theoretical rabbit hole (or perhaps I was too deep in Em's psyche - and while I'm on the subject someone recently pointed out to me that "he's in your ass, he's all up in your psyche too" may simply be a statement about how hung the rapper is - that doesn't not sound like a fun ride at all).

Does it matter if Rihanna likes the way it hurts?

2010-07-20T10:21:00.001-07:00

This post serves as a companion to my post from July 4th on Eminem's newest album.

These days it seems that Rihanna is everywhere – the style pages of your favorite magazine, the top of the charts with her sassy spring hit “Rude Boy” and follow-up videos for singles “Rockstar 101” and “Te Amo,” and most recently singing the hook for Eminem’s new single “Love the Way You Lie.” The track comes off Em’s new album Recovery which is going into its fourth week at the top of the Billboard charts and the collabo with Rihanna is perched at number two in the Billboard 100. But what is the message of “Love the Way You Lie”?

On the chorus RiRi sings:
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie I love the way you lie

Em’s raps describe a volatile and toxic relationship where both parties are to blame for the ongoing drama but only Rihanna is singing the chorus about being set on fire and liking it. “Love the Way You Lie” is a hot track – perfectly blending Em’s dead serious nasal raps with RiRi’s cold slightly accented delivery. But it’s also a troubling track given Rihanna’s very public relationship with Chris Brown. When Rihanna broke her silence about the night that the couple missed the Grammys because Brown hit her, she told Diane Sawyer on 20/20 that she left her abusive ex upon realizing how much her fans, especially little girls, were looking to her as their role model and example. How then do we reconcile this with the message given in this song – the message that the woman enjoys the pain of abuse, loves it even? Eminem may be presenting the disturbing nature of women’s denial of their abusive relationships and the ways that love can often blind them to the bruises and emotional scars, but I cannot get past the choice of Rihanna to sing on a track with this message.

The Rihanna of “Love the Way You Lie” is a far cry from the Rihanna that we first saw on 20/20 last fall, a defiant independent woman that on her Rated R album fights back against Brown on song after song. I am not arguing that we need to censor songs but rather that Rihanna and Chris Brown are for many tweens and teens their first public brush with intimate partner violence. Many of us were too young for Ike and Tina’s very public divorce, or even the film version with Angela Bassett. But many of us watched Rihanna’s interview and Brown’s subsequent (and in my opinion lame and self-serving) attempts to apologize. We read the blogs. We watched the YouTube videos. We rolled our eyes or deeply believed in C-Breezy’s sobbing breakdown at the BET Awards a couple weeks ago. And now “Love the Way You Lie” is part of that ongoing conversation. What message does this send to those little girls that look up to Rihanna? The girls that want her hair, her clothes, her superstar life?

When the music video drops in a few weeks, I’ll be interested to see what Em’s concocted to match his disturbing lyrics.

A Love Letter to Eminem, with regards to Leo Bersani

2010-07-04T16:16:00.000-07:00

Please be warned, in reproducing lyrics from an explicit album, I end up using explicit language.

Dear Eminem,

I’m writing to you in a very different vein than your doomed friend Stan, although he thought the two of you “should be together” and I guess I’m writing for the same reason, but different.

Let me explain. I’m not a crazed fan. Honestly. And I’m not writing because I plan to emulate your “politically incorrect vaudeville routine” (Rux 18) wherein you murder your mother, your twice ex-wife, and bring your daughters and ask them to push Kim into the water. Or the other disturbing yarns you’ve spun in the last fifteen years.

But I am attracted to you against my better nature. As a queer man who likes sex with men, as a feminist theorist devoted to anti-misogynist and anti-racist praxis, my desire to find you goes against everything I teach my students and espouse in my writings. Let me be clear, by attracted to you, I mean that I would have sex with you. Often. That I was turned on by your photo shoot in Vibe last year where you posed as a butcher in a white jacket soaked with blood. That even your rhymes and your flow and that nasal voice that drones gets me in ways that don’t make sense.

Then again, whoever said that sexual attraction was logical, rational or morally right? Those who have, I disagree. We fall into lust against our better natures, against all the other ways we describe our stable sense of a self that makes perfect A to B to C causal sense. I bought your most recent album Recovery which dropped a few weeks back and hit number one. It’s dominating the charts, your singles are all over the radio, and I’ve got the album on repeat on my iPod. But why?

You have a song on the album called “Seduction” and you claim to seduce with words, but let’s be real, the song lies. Em, you’ve never been a smooth operator, you’ve been a big talker and you’ve taken without asking. You don’t seduce - you dominate, you attack, you take, you fuck without apology.

In his essay, “Eminem: The New White Negro,” Carl Hancock Rux writes, “Eminem’s eminence rarely attempts to address serious social or political ills, nor is it obsessed with hypercapitalism. . . . He maintains his whiteness with quirky vocal Jerry Lewis-like phrasing and a bright Greek-god bleached-blond buzz cut; and the classic hip-hop realism he was initially influenced by when he first studied the style of Naughty by Nature and Nas has been replaced with his own brand of contemporary Surrealism that abstracts and exaggerates hip-hop lore more so than any of his authentic heroes or contemporaries dare try” (27). Eminem “does not offer us the real, he offers the surreal” (Rux 22). Recovery is a highly personal album about beating drug addiction and choosing a new path. Gone are the gross-out skits and any real sense of fun and we are left with an Em that’s “cold as a cold wind blows” but the surrealism hasn’t left. I like it, don’t get me wrong, Em, and you are still wont to “hog [tied] a ho” so I can see you’re still the man we know and love/loathe.

At one point on the album you order the listener to “Bring me two extension chords, I’m ‘a measure my dick, shit I need 6 inches more,” before summing up, “Fuck my dick’s big, bitch.” In between the long gazes into the abyss and wonderings about roads not taken, nestled behind the samples of Black Sabbath, REM, and Lesley Gore (points for creativity), you really like to sing about penises and anuses. On your first single “Not Afraid” you describe a man who’s “got the urge to pull his dick from the earth and fuck the whole universe.” “I’ll be goddamned if another rapper gets up in my ass,” you say in “Cinderella Man,” while over on “Almost Famous” you’re sticking “my dick in this game like a rapist.” Now I know, there’s a textbook reading here that sex is about power and you need to assert that power over and over again, that’s the rapper’s bravado and you’ve got it in spades. But it’s also about being the one fucking, never the one being fucked – only you can fuck the game, only you can fuck the universe, but no one can ever fuck you.

In his book Homos (a title that echoes your own use of this as an epithet across your career along with its ugly stepbrother faggot which always makes my skin crawl), Leo Bersani writes that “nothing is more threatening to the culturally enforced boundaries between men and women than a man participating in the jouissance of real or fantasmatic female sexuality” (121-122). Specifically, Bersani is talking about the shame and discomfort surrounding men being penetrated by other men in anal sex. The experience of being the penetrated or fucked party, and thus presumably the docile and submissive party that just lays there in a fantasy of heterosexual domesticity outmoded yet still circulating, is linked to “female sexuality” and the jouissance or ecstasy to be found there.

Further, Bersani writes in his essay “Is the Rectum a Grave?” about the passive position in anal sex as being one that teems with destructive potential. Sex, according to Bersani, is a self-shattering experience. He writes, “It is the self that swells with excitement at the idea of being on top, the self that makes of the inevitable play of thrusts and relinquishments in sex an argument for the natural authority of one sex over the other” (324). Bersani’s argues that the sex act is caught up in the tension between wanting to assert one’s self as master in the physical moment and ceding power and thus abolishing self through the act. There is subversion in even allowing women to be on top in normal missionary sex; consider the frisson for example that is found in Usher’s song and video “Trading Places.” Add to that the shattering of self possible in truly letting go in the moment of orgasm, in truly not being present.

I suspect that the fear of this runs rampant in Recovery and across your career, Mr. Mathers. In my favorite track from the new album, “Cinderella Man,” you ask the listener to guess who the returning champion is, describing that, “he came to the ball in his wife beater, lost his Nike shoe,” before explaining that, “He’s in your ass, he’s in your ass, he’s all up in your psyche too.” It’s as if you’ve read Bersani, the way that being inside the listener’s ass means you’re inside the listener’s psyche, the way that being in control of the sexual situation, topping, means that you are even more yourself and take control of the bottom’s psyche/self. You are larger than life (this isn’t a penis joke) with that surreal edge that means you aren’t merely a great lay for the ladies but you’re able to infect them through their asses. Of course, you need not be up in the asses of ladies in this song since it’s all metaphorical and thus it could be my ass or another man’s, just as long as it isn’t yours.

I’m not calling you gay now, Em. I know you’ve had a checkered past with the LGBT community, with charges of defamation from GLADD that you responded to with your memorable Grammy performance with Sir. Elton John. More recently as the “new tolerant” Eminem you told the New York Times Magazine that gay people should be able to marry because, “I think that everyone should have the chance to be equally miserable, if they want.” I am calling you a top or maybe just wondering how many times you can mention your cock and balls and other people’s asses without people wondering. I know it’s not a new attack, but I propose a different spin, or maybe I’m just practicing some wish fulfillment with the aid of theory. Maybe I want you all up in my psyche.

Maybe I’m most confused by this string of rhymes from Recovery’s opening track: “Motherfucker might as well let my lips pucker / Like Elton John, cause I'm just a mean cock sucker / let the world on fire, piss on it, put it out . . . Who the fuck is you pushin', you must have mistook me for some sissy / Soft punk looking for some nookie or bosom / Go ahead, fucking hater push me / I told you ain't no fucking way to shush me / Call me a faggot cause I hate a pussy / Man the fuck up sissy, G's up.” Rap’s hard to understand already when it comes to rapid-fire flow but add in ventriloquizing others and it’s a complicated game. Perhaps you are someone else when you call yourself a “mean cocksucker,” but it seems rather like the tactic here is one of a masculinity hat trick, admit you and Elton John share a predilection for oral sex with men, challenge others to call you gay/queer/faggot and then turn around and sic that same epithet at these haters. The impression is that you’re too much of a man to be concerned with this, that you’re innate masculinity overcomes your admission of rad oral sex skills. You call yourself a “sick pig” elsewhere on the album and even force a listener to sip urine through a straw but I wonder if your sick pig is my queer conundrum. I wonder if you realize some gay men call themselves pigs because they are willing to be submissive receptacles for the bodily fluids of other men.

But you’re too violent for me to buy you as a total bottom/sub. On “Space Bound,” you wax about a brilliant love affair and then in great detail describe murdering the woman with tears streaming down your cheeks. It’s a change from “’97 Bonnie & Clyde” (covered here eer ily by Tori Amos [please ignore the bootleg vid]) when you brought along your daughter to dump the body in the lake, but you are still asserting your masculinity through surreal fantasies of murder. Far and away more troubling is “Love the Way You Lie,” in which you and Rihanna sing about a violent and toxic relationship. In the chorus, Rihanna, the Barbadian pop diva, sings “Just gonna stand there / And watch me burn / But that's alright / Because I like / The way it hurts.” The very public nature of Rihanna’s partner abuse case with ex-boyfriend Chris Brown adds a further valence of unease in this song since she’s singing about complicity with domestic violence and finding pleasure in the pain. You rap that you love her, but in the same breath vow that “If she ever tries to fucking leave again, I’m ‘a tie her to the bed and set the house on fire.”

Maybe I’m drawn to all of these inconsistencies, to your sureness, to your fascination with sexual power and your assumption that your public self will overcome any possible doubts the public has about your sexuality. I cannot condone your violence, your misogyny, your hatred of women, your coldness toward compassion, your positioning of yourself as the great white hope.

Maybe my sexual attraction comes from your own obsession with your sexual equipment, the way that your surreal erotic life is improbable and that you always maintain your position on top. But if you are so broken and bruised after your tumble with drug addiction maybe release comes from letting go of who Eminem has always been and no longer trying to get into the world’s psyche. Maybe you need the jouissance of the bottom.

Maybe.

For now I’m hitting repeat on “Cinderella Man.”

Still confused,
Me

Color Contrast, White as the New Abject, and Jay-Z

2010-06-27T12:53:00.000-07:00

“It’s about color contrast, it’s not about slavery or anything,” one of my students said. We were discussing Lady Gaga’s “Paparazzi” music video, specifically the scene in which the handicapped Gaga returns to her mansion and her car is attended by black men in suits that move with a fluidity of motion that indexes the voguing of the Harlem ball scene. I love my students this quarter and I think the point made here is valid but misses the politics of that “color contrast” observed. In the scene from “Paparazzi” the color contrast achieved leaves Gaga as a pure white blonde object carried and attended to by black men. There is nothing accidental about this color contrast carrying with it the attendant racial contrast which stems from an existing racial structure. This is the point where you, reader, like my students, might be thinking I overanalyze and the point where I say, well, yes, not everyone who watches Gaga on YouTube or television or at the video bar appreciates the political nature of this thirty second scene. But that doesn’t mean it doesn’t inform their viewing experience, that it doesn’t inform how they understand Gaga’s power within the music video, one that echoes Madonna’s similar moves to position herself as (lily white) dictator of the entire narrative.

Color isn’t accidental in an American context where we have learned about black and white since kindergarten, often at the expense of a nuanced understanding of the diversity of racial experience. Still, as Toni Morrison argues persuasively in her book of essays Playing in the Dark, the white/black binary is pervasive in our historical imaginary (Morrison’s focus is on canonical literature but her observations easily translate to the realm of the visual). The recent trend in music videos to film in black and white often serves to highlight and accentuate the ways in which race plays out as a tool of commerce.

Beyoncé’s dual personality project I Am . . . Sasha Fierce has birthed several black and white videos for her ballads. In “If I Were a Boy,” - B’s sappy rehash of Ciara’s “Like a Boy” (also in b&w) - the perverse nature of the singer’s betrayal is accented by racial politics absent from the song itself. B cheats on her black boyfriend with a white man. The boyfriend is further endarkened by his consistent placement in deep shadows (he is in the blurred foreground in the picture to the left watching B and the white man) and shots of him driving at night contrasted with the extreme whiteness of Beyonce’s police partner – the white man she is cheating with. Having the other man be both white and a cop further highlights his position as part of the dominant power structure. Gaga’s recent video for “Alejandro” is either a statement about the interpenetration of homoeroticism, the Catholic Church and the military or an excuse for the singer to deep-throat a rosary and make attractive men dance in high heels, Spanx and bowl cuts. Black and white film lends an air of verisimilitude and realness to any music video, and Gaga clearly plays on the ways in which using black and white film and supersaturated sepia (with the intentional splashes of red a la Schindler’s List – change out a human heart for a girl’s dress) evokes old Hollywood. The use of a monochromatic palette also reveals the Aryan nature of Gaga’s vision in “Alejandro.” A “Latin-themed” song about sex with men named Alejandro, Roberto and Fernando births an eight minute epic that visually disavows the presence of the Hispanic/Latino male in the song replacing him with a sea of classically European men in some sort of pseudo- Stalinist state.

Toni Morrison describes the “blinding whiteness” that functions as “both antidote for and meditation on this whiteness – a dark and abiding presence that moves the hearts and texts of American literature with fear and longing” (32-33). This blinding whiteness is made visual in music video texts like “Alejandro” and perhaps most vividly in Kanye West’s video “Love Lockdown” which places the outspoken rapper in an all white apartment that mirrors the coldness of his despair. The unease provoked by the shadowy presence of blackness can be seen in the hurt face of B’s boyfriend in “If I Were a Boy,” relegated to the video’s margins and in the ways that Rihanna’s body becomes animalistic when covered in black body paint in the b&w video for “Ro ckstar 101.” Suddenly the light-skinned Barbadian becomes darker and more the Other (and the whole video screams for comparison with Grace Jones).

These spectacular uses of blackness remind me of Julia Kristeva’s frequently quoted concept of the abject, “the jettisoned object” which is “radically excluded” drawing us toward “the place where meaning collapses” (2 in Powers of horror). The abject is that thing which makes us ill to look at, that thing which is a part of ourselves we would rather cast aside than acknowledge. Kristeva cites corpses, bodily fluids and the skin on turned milk as instances of that thing which was a part of our self and yet it turns our stomach and so we keep it out of sight. Much as we try to ignore or disavow the abject it sits in our peripheral vision and, like Peter Pan’s shadow, refuses to stay in its appropriate place.

For the music video for his track “On To The Next One,” rap superstar Jay-Z presents a vision of conspicuous consumption that understands the nuances of high society. As others have noted the black and white video draws extensively from the work of modern art in presenting seemingly unrelated images that include expensive cars, flaming basketballs and a ghastly skull. Jay-Z and Swizz Beatz rap directly to the camera in a straightforward delivery and all of the other images used in the montage are similarly framed in a style reminiscent of pieces in a museum or gallery. The video is a haunting one and I can see why its imagery has only added fuel to those conspi racy theorists that argue Jay-Z and other successful musical artists are members of the Illuminati, giving their souls to Satan in exchange for success. This is a video celebrating Jay-Z’s arrival as the premiere rap artist of a generation, a 40 year old CEO with eleven number one albums under his belt and the perfect partner in Beyoncé. Racial politics are also written into the video with the rapper’s mention of his alignment with Barack Obama (“Obama on the text”) and his referencing of the racist practices of Cristal champagne (“I used to drink Cristal / them fuckers racist”).

I keep returning to this video not because of the catchy chorus and able rhymes but because of the haunting images and the evocative use of the black and white aesthetic. While there are images of blackness as an eerie presence, the overwhelming feeling from the video is that the abject and haunting figures are aligned with the “blinding whiteness.” Specifically, I am struck by the figures of the pale-faced topless male drummer, the white face of man wearing a black hood and black lipstick, and a suited figure dressed like the Joker of the Batman movies and comics. The flat affect of these figures with their cold stares stand in stark contrast to the boasts of Jay and Swizz Beatz and also the imploring look of a young black girl in a basketball jersey. When you add in the oscillating white backgrounds and the dripping white liquids that slide down black brick walls and puddle like milk, whiteness in “On To the Next One” suggests an abjected space, a place of unease and dis-ease.

I used the adjective haunting which seems especially apt given the use of the Joke figure which evokes Heath Ledger’s Joker from The Dark Knight even if the two are not exact doppelgangers. Ledger’s Oscar-winning performance was itself a celluloid haunting coming to our movie theaters after his tragic death, the extra-textual knowledge adding layers to an already nuanced portrait of a man with either no past or multiple pasts. In Ghostly Matters, Avery Gordon writes that examining haunting requires attention to “what appears to be in the past, but is nonetheless powerfully present” (42), and the Joker operates this way both in The Dark Knight and in “On To the Next One.” The experience of being haunted, according to Gordon, “troubles or even ruins our ability to distinguish reality and fiction, magic and science, savage and civilized, self and other, and in those ways gives to reality a different color” (emphasis in original 53). In a song where the chorus is really just the chant “on to the next one“ stressing the need to stay ahead, the video’s use of haunting figures troubles easy distinctions between past and present, between a racist company’s past and their present, between a dead movie star and his avatar in a current video, between the swirling ink of a Rorschach test and the disavowal of potentially outmoded psychiatric method. Racist pasts loom large in music videos when the color contrast comes to the fore and is used for aesthetic, commercial and submerged political purposes. “On to the Next One” switches up the binary described by Morrison, shifts the haunting and abject to the white bodies and leaves the bodies of color in control, leaving them to speak as the narrators of the rapped truth. Women’s bodies remain presented as spectacle, yet both the white female figure and the woman of color dancing are presented as not static but moving art pieces along with all the other bodies shown here.

I just keep coming back to those unearthly, deathly white faces staring out at me without any feeling and am repelled by their presence and fascinated at the same time. This is the abject looking at us from within the black frames offered by “On to the Next One,” for once the figures of color rule the roost and blinding whiteness unsettles, discomfits, turns my stomach. The color contrast speaks a potential for new racial politics of the visual, a potential constantly eroded though by the push of the economic machine and the need to reify an existing black/white binary that makes hegemonic common sense.

MPHO - Box N Locks

2010-06-18T07:21:00.000-07:00

"Feisty little brown girl / Raised in Brixton town girl / Supposed to be some ghetto chick / Making all this urban music . . . " And just like that, from the opening lines, MPHO (pronounced Mmm'po) gets me everytime with her single Box N Locks. The South African singer, raised in Britain rides a sunny synth riff borrowed from a 1980's Martha and the Muffins track Echo Beach in her quest to break out of other people's assumptions about what kind of music this "feisty little brown girl" should be making. Instead of an R&B vibe, MPHO's song - a biting indictment of industry expectations - sounds like a dancey summer breeze but has the edge of a rebellious teen especially on the chorus "Sorry but I didn't know / That I fit in the box / And all the locks are supposed to be unbreakable." If you believe that apology, you're not paying attention to the sass which - coupled with that haunting riff - makes this a track I find myself playing over and over again. A perfect summer song.

Also, as a bonus, I suggest checking MPHO's cover for Kate Bush's Running Up That Hill (the original being one of my all time favorite songs, the cover by Placebo being a worthy cover, but MPHO refashions it as a moving ballad).

One Trick Pony - Nelly Furtado

2010-04-12T19:19:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna level with you, I cannot tell the difference between guitar players. I love music (in case you missed that) and I can tell lots of different instruments apart, can compare quality and hear nuances and yet I honestly cannot tell when a guitar player is A plus at shredding and another one is just phoning it in. That scene in Wayne's World where he wants to play "Stairway to Heaven" on the Grail of guitars is funny but means less to me since I cannot really understand the significance of Zep (in that regard, I love them overall). Maybe I know more than I think I do. I can tell that I love Patty Larkin's brand of accoustic guitar, but plug it in and let it fly and if it's not Hendrix doing Dylan, I'm not sure what to say (perhaps "turn it down," which makes me sound far more old-fashioned than I am, scout's honor). Now, all of this is to say that I love strings. Like violins. And violas. And cellos. In music. Especially pop music. Maybe it's the eight years of forced violin lessons but I something about strings get me - even if I know it's electronic strings that were not so much played as controlled by a keyboard.

Which is all to say, I love "One Trick Pony" off Nelly Furtado's underappreciated masterpiece Folklore (between the "Like A Bird" breakthrough album and the "Promiscuous" makeover). The song opens the album and features the Kronos Quartet, perhaps most popularly known for their work on that eerie paen to drug addiction Requiem for a Dream (which also features Jared Leto as the hottest drug addict ever) and the song "Lux Aterna" from the soundtrack. But Kronos Quartet has had a varied career collaborating with everyone from my favorite minimalist composer Philip Glass to Bollywood stars. "One Trick Pony" opens Folklore with the sound of the strings awakening and than stretching toward a bouncy jump, a trippy beat, something Middle Eastern and jangly, or perhaps a trip-hop beat, something that bends and calls for a head bop, or at least a knowing nod. Nelly's distinctive nasal voice with its childlike insistence and yet forward sexuality is perfect for a song about NOT being the one trick pony. The strings constantly circle like wagons in a metaphor and than at the break they attack with ever greater energy. There's a restraint here, a casualness, an off the cuff feeling, and yet Nelly's lyrics carry a solid message of sassified empowerment: "You say you're identical to none, but you're identical to some, who wants to be a some? Not me." She doesn't want to play a role, and you shouldn't either. You do NOT want Nelly to say of you, "You're just a pony." There's something comfortable and nine o'clock Sunday coffee shop about this song, something bouncy (and all these somethings lend themselves to weddings don't they?).

I LOVE Nelly. And this album in particular. Although I also grooved to her blissed out work with Timbaland on Loose where she channeled old-school Madonna. Her newest album, Mi Plan, all in Spanish, is another gem - start with "Bajo Otra Luz" for some chillingly good fun.

sated

2010-02-28T17:39:00.001-08:00

I wrote about comfort food, and somehow I cannot escape the metaphors of appetite. I thought of it again today as I rifled through CDs hungry for a certain track, a certain album, a certain accoustic moment that spoke to my mood. Even if you're not a Luddite like me and you have left behind the delicious tactile moments of CDs, LPs, cassette tapes, there are still times that a song surfaces and you must search it out so it can help you feel what you're feeling. And so the search begins through closets, across desktops, through drawers and under papers, until I find what I needed for momentary transendence.

Just Kids

2010-02-28T17:32:00.001-08:00

"Before Robert died, I promised him that I would one day write his story," Patti Smith writes in the acknowledgements for her beautiful memoir of her life with Robert Mapplethorpe, Just Kids. I've raved about Patti on her before, but now I want to rave briefly about this love letter to the late 1960's/early 1970's in the New York City art and music scene as a girl from New Jersey found her voice, her art, and her love. Patti comes to the Big Apple and finds her ballast in Robert, a boy who would become known for his provocative black and white photographs of gay men, but a boy with a sweetness and compassion unparalleled. This is a love story of a queer sort, about an artist and a muse and yet those categories ricochet back and forth as Patti tells of encounters with Allen Ginsberg (who was bought her a sandwich thinking her a beautiful boy), the inhabitants of Chelsea Hotel, of sitting with Janis Joplin, of talking to Jimi Hendrix outside a party, of uncovering an inner beauty. It's a story of intimacy that has the rhythm of a Patti Smith novel, that place between singing and poetry where we can all alight if given the chance. It's an elegy, it's a love song. When Patti makes her first album Horses (one of my all time favorites), Robert asks for a song he can dance to and Just Kids is a slow dance, a sad dance, a happy dance, a private dance, a house party at the Chelsea Hotel. It meanders at times, but never loses Patti's incomparable voice and her ability to find beauty in the moments.

comfort food

2010-02-25T15:32:00.000-08:00

Bad days, stressed days, days when the person you need on the other end of the phone doesn't call, can't call, won't call, days when you want to go back to bed as soon as you woke up. Days when you have to work long into the night, long past what should be quitting time.

These are the days I turn to music like comfort food.

I don't believe in guilty pleasures because I don't think there's much people can enjoy that they should feel guilty about (obviously within parameters of consent, etc). And so I don't think that there's a need for this tiering of music - this need to have the division between your "serious" music tastes and your "guilty pleasures." I like the Jonas Brothers, Britney Spears, Madonna AND I like Patti Smith, Leonard Cohen, Marianne Faithfull, et al. I think there's a weird divide there, a weird way in which we privilege a type of authenticity, as if all music isn't created at a remove. This is not to say that certain musicians don't speak more personally to me, sound more real to me, make me feel the grit and the sweat and the tears, whereas Britney only ever makes me feel like I'm privvy to her most recent re-programming.

I do believe that certain music is comfort food. I wrote before about songs that make me want to cry and feel particular and unique and spiritual all at once. Comfort food can do all these things, but I associate music like comfort food with a sense of nostalgia, of knowing all the words and anticipating refrains and dancing in my chair and lifting my spirits. Comfort food makes me feel like something works in the midst of it all and the delightful about music is that it can linger there in the background while I crank out the nth paper of the week or get all angsty about my social mistakes.

Which is why earlier this week, in the midst of a downward spiral, I made a pineapple upside down cake and listened to all of my Vanessa Carlton albums. That's right, Vanessa "A Thousand Miles" Carlton. When called upon, Vanessa is my comfort food because she hits all the right notes of adolescent pathos, schoolgirl journaling and heartfelt pianos. And she can be clever - on "Come Undone" she's a "sycophantic courtier with an elegent repose." On "Who's To Say" she speaks to the feeling we all have of never being old enough to emotionally negotiate life. She's slinky and hoonky on "Private Radio" and I love "Hands On Me" because both the song and video perfectly encapsulate the human condition of skin hunger, that innate need to be touched. How couldn't these songs be the perfect salve on a rough day?

P.S. I promise I will actually write about a song one of these days. Just not today.

crying (or not) because of music

2010-02-19T21:43:00.000-08:00

I was lying on the floor listening to Brandi Carlile sing and it made me want to cry. I don't cry, not in the cold unfeeling way of sociopaths and dictators, but in a blockage borne of a freighted adolesence, but that's neither here nor there. The there there, for lack of a better turn of phrase, is the there of the way that music moves me. And maybe you too. There's something about certain songs that make me want to cry, not the cathartic cry of frustrated days spent toiling away at impossble tasks, but rather the cries that bind us together as fellow travelers. In the liner notes for her skillfull covers project Cover Girl Shawn Colvin talks about the moments of transendence achieved by certain songs, moments when it feels as if we are watching our lives from above our bodies, seeing the world from the sky, a moment that reminds me of Faith Ringgold's quilt (and children's book) of a girl flying above the city. I feel both deep within my skies and miles away, closer to everyone around me and yet wonderfully isolated in a moment of myself and the aural. And I want to cry. I'm an academic, so I turn to words like affect to describe this moment, a word that describes (as I understand it, which is slippery at best) a shared emotion. But affect fails me here, because I want so badly to share these moments, I make a million mix cds for my friends, poring over old CDs, old playlists, re-listening to songs and considering sequencing and mood and theme. And I turn over a cd with a markered tracklist and I hope for an understanding. I jokingly say, if you don't like it, it will make a good coaster. But I am joking. I want affirmation of my private moment, I want feedback, I want to know that, as I suspected, I am not alone.

And yet.

I hear that certain lines, certain guitar riffs, certain pauses, certain phrases caught up with them in the place between waking and sleeping, or visited them as they walked about their lives.

Or I don't.

We can never have that moment together. We can see the same concerts, hear the same songs, but we can never feel the same things. I can try, and I want to try and get them up to my Tar Beach but I remain isolated, you remain isolated, and instead we mouth the words across the room, dance at the right moments, laugh at our foolishness, thrill to our favorite tracks, replay our favorite songs. Can we really share that affective moment?

I wonder if I really want to give up my aloneness. If I really want to stop lying in the dark or the light listening to Brandi, (or Adele, or Norah, or Kid Cudi, or Tori, or Annie, or k. d. , or Joni, or Maria, or Antony, or Patti, or Mary J) all by lonesome. I wonder what I'd lose if I ever knew you were really here with me, sharing the same feelings, feeling the strains of longing, regret, love, anguish, contempt, caring, in the same way.

Maybe I'd rather try and cry alone.

Patti Smith - When Doves Cry

2010-02-03T18:47:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5VfUZFPAC5k

Patti Smith is the grandmother of punk, of ladies in rock, of alt rock, of anyone who makes a concept album out of their personal poetry and open wounds. I love her 1975 debut album, Horses, which is equal parts pain, spoken word, and the craziest cover of "Land of a Thousand Dances." For her 2007 album, Twelve, Patti basically deconstructs everyone from Paul Simon to the Beatles.

Before that, in 2002, she covered Prince's theatrical bombastic hit "When Doves Cry." I love this cover for its calculated yearning, its understated pathos. Patti starts out disinterested, the backing music circular and lowkey, like a downbeat version of Tina Turner's "What's Love Got to Do With It." But as the song progresses, Patti's voice breaks, falls, raises, cries out like a wraith bent upon sharing its pain with the world. Patti is not the best singer, rather, her talent is that of the Everywoman, of the person standing on the other side of your screen door sharing her world. But with more art, more depth of experience than you've ever heard. This song simmers and boils and burns your hands - she turns Prince's song inside out, leaving behind the sweeping churches of his song for a dark club where you can't see her, but you can hear a voice that speaks from the shadows.

Change - Daniel Merriweather featuring Wale

2010-01-21T07:48:00.003-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gvz2PLiHyo4

Daniel Merriweather's a big hit in the UK and I can't wait for his album Love and War to finally drop in the US. The adorable blue-eyed soul singer hails from Australia but in this track, helmed by Mark Ronson (best known for making Amy Winehouse sound like the 1960s) Merriweather makes like old school soul and I'm in love. The driving piano draws you in from the first seconds and than Merriweather starts in with the nonsense refrain before shifting to lyrics that are a variation on the apathetic our-generation-needs-to-wake-up refrain that's timeworn but hasn't been this pleading for a long time. "Tell me do you still believe, everything that you read?" Merriweather asks and I can safely say I believe everything that he sings. Add in Wale, the DC rapper perhaps best none for his shrill collabo with Lady Gaga, and you've got a perfect marriage of traditional R&B and old school smooth flowing rap (although Wale does seem to diss my boy Daniel when he refers to him as the "background singer" - I mean, I know you're Wale, but this is Danny's show). "Change" is the perfect jam for car rides and slow mo dancing at the end of the night with a beer in hand and sleep in mind.

2010-01-21T07:48:00.001-08:00

Spy - Shakira featuring Wyclef Jean

2010-01-19T06:30:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=44yYrQGRtu8

Item: Shakira is bat shit crazy. Like nucking futs. And on her most recent album she seems to have gone even further into her own private fantasy where world music from Colombia mixes easily with klezmer clarinet (a la Led Zeppelin) and dirty electro dance beats (a la Crystal Castles). Add to that the fact that Shakira has always had a voice she can manipulate so in the same song she can sound like a hall of horror movie children, the sexiest temptress you ever said no to, and leather.

Item: This track is Shakira and Wyclef's third collabo and while "Hips Don't Lie" may be ubiquitious I offer this track as more engaging and smoldering with a kind of white hot sexual heat. The beat makes me wanna dance, the digitized child voice cawing in the background makes me want to play it again, the thinly veiled innuendos linking spies and sex (it's a stretch, I know) make me want to grind.

Now, I know that Shakira is a bit overexposed but for some reason her "She Wolf" album seems to not be getting the love it deserves and that's a shame. I offer this track as one of my faves off the album and one that is guaranteed to never be a single even though it's kind of like lightening in three minutes and twenty eight seconds. "Spy" shows Shakira at her wackiest with that creepy nonsense cooing, her hard-edged come-ons and a driving beat making me want to dance. Dirty.

Sia - Buttons (CSS Remix)

2010-01-08T20:16:00.000-08:00

My New Year's Resolution? To dance more. Who's going to help me? Sia the whacky Aussie with a Motown voice and indie sensibilities (check some of her insane vids for her awesome songs). Her moment in the pop music spotlight came when her song "Breathe Me" was used in the final episode of HBO's Six Feet Under and subsequently on the soundtrack. That song was breathy, ethereal and unnerving - like Sarah McLachlan having a mental breakdown. Her second album introduced a more soulful sound and the original version of "Buttons" hails from there (it's a hidden track). This remix by those zany Brazilians CSS adds glitchy keyboards to the sound of a one-woman girl group charting her descent into madness in the wake of a bad breakup. Unlike many remixes though, her voice is not buried and you wouldn't want to bury the way that Sia's voice hits notes with such a cleaness. She massages words, makes them trills, and drives home the anguish and anger without losing her cool ice queen sound. Sia is in full control of her clear notes as she's ringing phrases like bells. It's like Phil Specter's Wall of Sound by way of an eighties Madonna track. Or, rather, it's more unique than that, and it'll lodge itself in your head as did with me from the first time my brother played it for me. Toss it on and join me on the dance floor.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FrjMlNxQ-co

Tina Turner/David Bowie - Tonight

2009-04-25T16:21:00.001-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mrdzqMlQt10&feature=related

Apparently I am addicted to these rich voices of older women reaching from a rock 'n roll past. Tina Turner's turn at Bowie's reggae song is riotous, joyful, lovely. The bounce in the melody, the playful mix of their voices, the happy mood of the song. It's so eighties and so much makes me want to dance on a pier with a beloved. It's almost campy when you get these two icons together and the concert footage makes it even more so. They shouldn't exist in the same world, but this song proves their talents mesh nicely.

Marianne Faithfull - The Ballad of Lucy Jordan

2009-04-25T16:14:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0KV-PTK0UZ4

I read something once that described Marianne Faithfull as the most famous broken voice in rock and there's something so worn and classy and cigarette stained about her voice and I think it's exquisite. This song, written oddly enough by Shel Silverstein, is delicious - the synths propel you forward, Marianne sings about a housewife's deep desires to escape her Betty Friedan-style life, and the song never arrives at a sonic resolution leaving you still moving after the song ends. This is beautiful despair.

If Rap Gets Jealous - K'Naan featuring Kirk Hammett

2009-04-01T21:04:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DlBFLuW-_ek&feature=related

Full disclosure: I fully believe that, done right, rock and rap can live in harmony. It's all about the right fusion of hard and hip and hop - this is why I loved the Wyclef Jean/Serj Tankian collabo on Carnival II and that's part of what drives my love for this song off K'Naan's sophomore album. I also just love Troubadour to make music that combines melodic hooks, heartwrenching choruses, and ill rhymes that blend American pop culture and the harsh relaities of his childhood in Somalia in equal doses. The album features collabos with Adam Levine, Mos Def, Damian Marley, and others, but undoubtedly the prize for oddest guest is Hammett, the guitarist from Metallica. And it works beautifully. "If Rap Gets Jealous" sounds like a 1990's alt rock stadium jam combined with a rapper who can spit rhymes with the best of them, in this case indicting the rap industry for its own failures to embrace change and difference. K'Naan spits with a voice that initially reminds me of the nasal qualities of Eminem, but with greater wisdom, warmth, and vocabulary. Give this track a listen (no video) and if you like, look for more K'Naan. I think it's a shame he's not all over the radio, but he shows why in this song, the industry can't account for a guy who namedrops Mogadishu, Angola and child soldiers instead of Purple Label and Timbs. He's a true twenty first century "troubadour."

I Really Want You - James Blunt

2009-03-31T20:37:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pK4yC7TaTgo&feature=related (ignore the visuals)

I know, I know, chances are you wrote off James Blunt when he sang a marble mouthed pop tune with the genius chorus "You're Beautiful." Or maybe you were over him after the video for that same single, a video that was nothing more than James taking off most of his clothes in the snow and then diving off a cliff into deep waters. James isn't as goopy as his singles, and his second album took the dark undertones of the first and amped them up. This is still pop on the level of a David Gray but with a bit more grit to the voice and a deep menace that runs through this song. He's whispering the song, imploring in the darkness of a bedroom, across the pillow and that's all well and good but there's something unnerving about his insistence ("I really want you") and those skittering strings that insist on something more than meets the eye. As the song crests, his voice raises, cracks, falls to pieces, returns to a whisper, to our shared secret. If you can find it, there's a lovely official vid for this song, but the record company appears to be not so pleased with it being on the internets. The song is slightly more upbeat in the official vid, but the visuals definitely are in keeping with the undercurrent of unyielding erotic obsession commingled with James's reliance on religious metaphors.

Video - Aimee Mann

2009-03-29T20:28:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ACPG9_01srI

This tune comes off Aimee Mann's album The Forgotten Arm, an entire album of her spare, gorgeous folk-pop songs which functions as short stories. She speaks with the voices of characters aching for love and reeling from loss. The entire album tells a complicated tale and deserves to be listened in its entirety, but "Video" is perhaps the brightest gem of the bunch. This is the song that I plucked out for mix CDs and listened to on repeat. There's a propulsive move forward, an intimacy, a sadness. The lyrics are so deft and crisp - "labelled like a bottle for Alice, drink me or I'll drown in a sea of giants." It's a song that moves without ever getting there and that's the story she's telling. The video is equally spare and puts all the focus on Aimee's artistry and that's where we should be looking. It's a subtle piece but still an earworm that can embed itself in your brain and never let go. And that's not a bad thing.

Back of the Van - Ladyhawke

2009-03-26T20:30:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bhPh6ou8Kbk&feature=related

So I was torn between this tune and the one I just posted, both by Ms. Ladyhawke doing her best eighties mid-tempo rock. Here she makes like the Pretenders, mumbling her words in an endearing fashion that speaks of gravity and chilly boredom in equal parts. The vid is pure Stevie Nicks circa "I Can't Wait" and the breathiness is pure sex wrapped in cellophane. Another entirely fun poppy trifle from my favorite singing Aussie after High Jackman.

My Delirium - Ladyhawke

2009-03-26T20:24:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iKrBlIXzI5I

Oh Ladyhawke. Sweet name referencing odd eighties film jives nicely with a band that's a lone Aussie singer doing that eighties rock indie thing that's all the rage these days in certain circles and makes for synthy rocky fun. Ladyhawke's voice echoes in all the right places, the synths ping around at right angles in the background and the guitar rocks. There's a sweet rock break that will put in mind of the Knacks in all their "My Sharona" glory - the pause just before she pulls out the guitar and breaks it down is lovely, a perfect moment to take a breath and (if you're watching the vid) enjoy the fact that the Thelma and Louise car has gone all badass Chitty Chitty Bang Bang. This is the perfect song for driving away from live in a convertible or dancing at the end of a Brat Pack flick.

Knock You Down - Keri Hilson feat. Kanye West and Ne-Yo

2009-03-25T09:40:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HQ6sp3X_LVk

Keri Hilson has written for everyone - Britney Spears, Mary J. Blige, U(r)sher, J. Lo, and most recently did the vocals for Timbaland's monster hit "The Way I Are" - and now she's put out a debut album (which I have been eagerly awaiting through two years of delays).

I suspect (hope) this song soon won't be flying under the radar but for now I'm posting it here. There's an urgency with that backbeat, a "Go Girl" feel, Kanye actually laying down some ill rhymes (for those of you who hated that whole AutuTune phase) and Ne-Yo being all honeyed. But Keri rules with her sass, her coos, her straightforwardness. I <3 Keri because she's very down to earth glam and there's a rawness in her voice and edge, while still pulling on those higher notes that land right in the sweet spot.

The vid's pretty sweet too - Chris Robinson uses awesome split screens, pretty people and that badass falling Matrix-style move. Let's be honest, I want Ne-Yo's outfit and Yeezy actually looks like his old self (he was getting all puffy in his jowls). Best moment: Keri's move on 'Ye's line "Bad, read bad, Michael Jackson." Check it. Love it.

Happiness - Goldfrapp

2009-03-25T09:33:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=So93Iny2HWI

On Seventh Tree, Goldfrapp left behind the danceyness (oh that's a word) of their album with it's "Oo La La" (betcha heard it in a commercial once) and instead went for dreamy, gauzy, poppy, synthy, frosty fun. I mean, this song, "Happiness" is dancey but in a sort of drug induced, lazy spring afternoon sort of way. I don't know if it makes ME want to hop around the neighborhood, but it makes me want to swing really fast on a porch swing.

The Song Not Traveled

2009-03-25T09:30:00.000-07:00

"Two roads diverged in a wood, and I --
I took the one less travelled by,
and that has made all the difference."

Oh Bobby Frost. So oft misquoted.
Even by me, in creating this blog.
About songs that might have fallen under the radar (and the occasional song that you've heard everywhere but should still hear again).

So here goes, The Song Not Traveled.